popping up like rabbits from e ground...
had a super gd nite sleep...from 11pm saturday nite to 12pm tis afternoon...lolz...most prolly my body tryin to recover all e hours of slp lost during e exam periods coz of worries n stress..still haf one paper left but dun reali haf e heart to study anymore...e examinations tis time ard is reali worryin 4 me coz i dun even haf one subject tat i tink i can bank on doin well...
realised tat stayin at home on weekends is a bad idea...kept eatin non-stop...had meals plus tea time plus a bowl of ice cream after dinner...made me feel soooo sick in e tummy tat i couldn't focus on e revision tat i was tryin 2 do for e subject on mon...den woke up tis mornin to eat 2 curry puffs n a chocolate donut...thank god e hols dun come veri often or i'll be like a dinosaur...
blogs are poppin up everywhere these days...frens tat i can't imagine hafing blogs suprise me completely by coming up with ones...was lookin thru theirs n i realised tat mine lacks a few pics...but i dun haf anythin to put up except soccer pics...yeah i'm actually reali big on soccer :P
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e mystery called love
well todae is a day of uncertainty for me examwise...ok i'm sure bout one thing...i'll be reali lucky if i can get 20/80 for a-math...yes...it was tat BAD!! bio on e other hand is uncertain for me...it all depends on how strict mdm rao's marking will be...didn't haf time to finish checkin n had to rush thru 2 essay qns in 1/2hr...
had a chat with jolene bout e mystery called luv todae...realised tat though i've had tons of crushes, i neva reali liked someone 2 e pt where i can say i wanna be with them...even if its jus a "stead" period tat is so common in sec sch...none of my crushes give me e feelin tat i wanna be their gurl...i jus like lookin at them coz their gd lookin or tokin to them...i'm kinda glad actually...at least i'm not pinning 4 anyone 24/7...i tink tat's quite a horrible feelin...oh wait there was tis one person tat made me go thru tat...lolz...but still not 2 e pt of wantin to be with them...we talked bout e kinda guy she hopes to be with...man...tat gurl's got everythin planned out...e kinda house, car etc...neva reali tot bout such things...but yeah it be nice if he's got e cash...lolz...honestly man, i tink every gurl hopes for tat in their guy...
geo is on friday n i barely touched e tb...
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misunderstood
tink sometimes my frens reali dun understand me...which is quite sad...haiz...i jus wish tat they would take me more seriously n stop teasing me...i realised tat e peeps i've known for a shorter time tend to give me more respect den e ones i've been hanging out with...n i dun wanna tell them tat i'm upset bout it coz they'll prolly say its jus a joke n stuff like tat...
also realised tat i'm quite different from them, i dun reali noe wat 2 say on certain issues they bring up and sometimes i get e feelin tat they hang out with me coz i'm like a novelty or something...coz i'm so different, i kinda bring a different view pt to e grp...but i dun wan tat...i tink i've spent e whole of my life tryin to find someone i can reali click with, but i'm begining to tink tat e person prolly doesn't exist...
kekez...movin on 2 other stuff...tot tat e ss exam todae was ok...*fingers crossed* kinda hopin for at least a B3...but i'm kinda superstitious bout tis stuff, so you'll prolly neva catch me sayin tat it was a easy paper or tat i'll do super well...noticed tat in e past, whenever i said somethin like tat, i always perform below expectations, so i've learnt my lesson :p
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doom n gloom
jus got bk from a mornin study session with kit..tired...stressed out by e tons of stuff i've yet to complete n i need sleep...haiz...e onli reason i agreed to go study with her tis mornin was coz i left my bio bk with her n i wanted to get it back..but it turns out tat she forgot to bring it so i haf to go to her bus stop @ 6pm todae to retrive it...
funny thing happened todae while we were havin lunch...we were eating our prawn dumplings which was super pipping hot, kit put tis whole piece into her mouth n it was soooo hot she pulled it out again...lolz...den i sorta chided her bout it n told her to bite in small pieces...but as i was biting mine, it fell into my coke!! den she had a realliiii gd laugh bout it n kept tokin bout lao tian you yan or directly translated : "heaven got eyes" coz i chided her n now my retribution was tat my piece fell into e coke! u cannot imagine how fast it was b4 a line of oil started forming on e top of e coke...it was soooo disgusting...lolz
noe tat i shld be studyin now but no mood...lolz...wat's new huh? *fingers crossed* hopefully wat i alreadi noe will come out for e ss exam on mon...i feel slightly more confident bout e-math den ss though i noe tat i still need to practice...
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crayons
We could learn a lot from crayons:
some are sharp, some are pretty,
some are dull, some have weird names,
and all are different colors....but
they all exist very nicely in the same box.
its a pretty cool quote huh?
i cut myself
all my practical exams r over but i'm not reali sure how i'll do...cut myself durin bio practical todae...was cuttin up a specimen den i stupidly ran my finger over e blade...at first i tot it jus peeled a little skin off, but when i touched it...oh man...blood gushing out like nobody's business...ran it under water, sucked a bit (yeah disgusting i noe...but i didn't noe wat else to do!)...den i remebered tat mdm rao was ard so i asked for a plaster! yeah yeah i noe i shld haf tot of tat so i didn't haf to suck my own bld...
e end of e practicals marks e beginning of the main papers...which sux!! i dun haf to go to sch tomoro which makes me happy, but its also sorta like e deep breathe b4 e plunge coz for almost everyday next wk i haf 2 papers...no idea how i'm gonna cope, esp with math n humanities...used to b pretty gd at humanities in lower sec, but kinda jus lost tat ability in upper sec (if u ask hui xian, she'll prolly give u a reali irritating reason y), was neva eva in my whole life gd in math b4 n tat quality or rather e lack of it runs in e family... used to say it was in my genes but ms peh always says tats nonsenses :P...its jus tis nervousness or rather sianness if theres such a word, bout e week ahead...reali wish tat e wk would neva come...
enjoyin life now as a normal student...no restrictions, no rules...but e peeps ard me still see me as a prefect i tink...or mayb its jus coz they enjoy teasing me...everytime my shirt's not tucked in or if i'm wearin ankle socks, they'll jus go "orhhhh prefect ah...still untuck shirt some more"...it was cute at first, now its gettin old n down right infuriating....haiz...
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nonchalance
iN mEmOrY oF e ViCtImS oF e SePt 11 AtTaCkS...u WiLl AlWaYs B iN oUR hEaRtS
you noe wat they say bout how one nite of sleep can clear a person's head...i tink tat is soooo true...woke up tis mornin feelin sooo much better...read previous entry if u haf not clue wat i'm tokin bout...kinda spent e whole day jus slackin bout e house coz my mom prolly won't let me due to e exams comin pretti soon, so i dun bother askin her to let me out around tis period of time...finished up my e-math hw n read 2 chaps of social studies, but e key word being "read" which in my bk means glancing thru n forgetting it after i close my bk! some people study well usin diagrams, concept maps, the works, but i jus happen to b e kind of person tat needs to keep practicing or else i'll forget everything!! haiz...but i'm such a slacker so u shld prolly noe e drill on wat happens...
jus got a call from xiao qing, e new head prefect...soooo proud of her...reali watched her blossom man...she's super hardworkin, sure e board will do well under her...she tinks bout everything n has sooo many big plans...u go gurl!! she called me to thank me for everything...sooo touched...she said i did alot to help her n she's gonna keep pestering me even though i've passed out n i'm quite willing to help her actually...kekez gonna go for dinner now...
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depressed inspiration
out of nowhere, i've decided to create a blog...maybe its cuz i reali enjoy readin all of e other peeps blogs...or maybe its cuz i jus need some place to bitch bout life...m tinkin its e latter...
gonna jus dive into it...as e title suggests, i'm depressed...i jus stepped down from being an exco member bout say...7 hrs ago, n i'm still upset...no its not cuz i'm power crazy or somethin, tat i can't let go of my post...its jus tat all my sec sch life, i've been connected to e board, i've onli had a taste of life as a normal student during e first 2 mths of sec 1, now i'm gonna haf to go back to it, n i'm not to sure how i'm gonna deal. Part of me is super scared tat i'll jus break, e other is realisin tat i'm gonna miss workin with all e other prefects who r mostly super peeps! The board has always been tis security blanket, a place where i sorta feel like i belong...mainly cuz i neva settled in any cca, so e board is my core "after sch" activity. I bawled my eyes out at e end of todae's ceremony...thankfully i wasn't e only one!!
spoke to a couple of frens on tis issue, n they jus say its time to move on, n i noe they r rite...but u noe...when one's in a depressed mode, u can't reali see e end of e tunnel...haiz...but i'm sure i'll deal somehow...gotta do so cuz PRELIMS r almost upon us n i spent sooo much time slackin i tink i'm prolly dead n buried now...lolz!! oh n e last thing, sorreee firdaus n all e other guys sittin in e row behind me todae, didn't mean to scold u guys...frustration jus got e better of me kez...pls forgive me!!
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