despo
i tot i was loyal but i guess when it comes to feelings everythin is up in the air, i wan to be dere for u as much as i can, but its tiring...i hate it when i feel tis way becoz i keep tinking to myself, how cld i be so damm selfish when u need me so much?! i alwaes seem to use e excuse tat i'm a human being and i'm affected by my surroundings but i reali wanna be bigger than all tat bullshit, trust me i'm trying...work has been ok, but super tiring on the eyes, tink i'm gng to lose my perfect eyesight which i've had for 18 years pretty soon ( hehe gd record u noe considering i'm like the onli one left in my family who doesn't haf 4 eyes ) my job's not jus basic data entry, its kinda like processing, so if i make a mistake, pple down the line will be affected, guess tats e part i hate the most, dun wan to cause confusion to pple...
ok the nxt paragraph is jus rambling, bear with me
didn't notice u when i first met u, mayb coz i cldn't be bothered but boy did u show me, now ur like a distraction, once in a while i'll meet pple like u, pple who i dun reali noe but in tat instant when u look into their eyes n everythin clicks
i wonder.
*OUT*
aLiSoN
OH GOSH DERE'S ANOTHER SIMILARITY...
posted by alison @ 7:39 AM
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