friday
weee!!!!!! wkend is finally here! 2moro me n my class peeps gonna take a trip bk to queensway and leeling's fav ikea to confirm our jerseys! they chose e black n white one!! yes!! after a revote, it looks like i'm gonna get e one i like after all!! yipee!!
todae durin gp class we had quite an interestin convo bout racism...tokked bout whether or not e college practices racism, coz in e start of 2nd intake, our class actually had bout 5 malay students, but b4 lessons even started, they were all transfered to s08 n 5 chi students came n took their place...nope we're not complainin bout e students who came, but rather y e xchange took place at all...leeling says its coz mdm lim is a chi teacher, but i dun tink tats a gd xcuse for e college to use coz mdm lim so obviously can speak english, n i mean understandable english for a chi teacher too...now our whole class is completely chi, n when u look at s08 the majority of their students are malays, tink the chi students number less den 10...
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraidwent to audi for maths lect...haf been doin so since bock boon took over, seriously it is onli durin bock boon's lect tat i find myself not lookin at my watch every 5 mins, bk in lt1, i'll keep starin at e clock on e wall, tryin to use my non-existent mind power to move e hands of e clock faster lolx...tink i'm gonna stay in audi for as long as its bock boon, but will move bk if e lecturer changes coz leeling's alone in e lt...haha n mayb i'll start missing mrs foong's voice hahahaha
after sch i ponned aces, actually was plannin to go but when i reached e hall it jus felt wrong so i ponned b4 e thing started, went to e lib to mug with teresa, onli mug for bout half an hour b4 we went to watch e ge yao comp...cheryl sings damm well, future steph sun man! sounds alot like her too...tink i onli reali enjoyed her performance, the rest were so so or jus bad, slpt durin some performances also...i left teresa with her fren n went bk up to e lib @ bout 4+, stayed till 6pm den i left sch coz i felt super tired n i dun like wearin my sch uni for too long...
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in*OUT*
aLiSoN
tiring few daes
ok i haf to say tat bio prac on monday was undoubtedly one of e most sickenin ones i've eva done in my life!! first of all me n charis n khoon yi came in late coz we went toilet (as usual lolx), by e time we entered e lab, everybody had their specimens (leaf) alreadi, so e 3 of us quickly rush out n grab e first leaf we can see...haha we ended up grabbin mint leaves k! our hands stunk like ughhh!! it was a damm strong smell lar! but no choice so we beared with it...den we were required to use a straw, yes a measly plastic straw to cut discs out of an alreadi veri flimsy leaf, haha den when u collected 5 discs n happen to jus leave e straw on e table, e fan will blow it off! by e time u pick e straw up, all e discs would haf dropped out n u haf to do it all over again! haha...rmb leeling was suggestin tat they invent a mini corkborer kinda device for tis kinda experiments lolx...basically e whole expt is based on these discs kinda sinkin n floating...yeah..it kinda drove all of us bananas...while waitin for our discs to float n sink, me,kit, cherr, gina, khoon yi, charis, leeling, teresa, zhengyi basically tokked crap together, hafin mass discussions bout anythin n everythin other den e experiment n after a while we kinda didn't care bout our experiment anymore, much to ms leo's disapproval lolx...
went for badminton trainin after tat, hmmm kinda feel tat i'm improvin! but trainin is gonna end nxt mon for us to start preparin for e big PROMOS, gonna stop till dec...oh yarh, e class chose a red n white jersey...say it with me "ITS SOOO LIKE SINGAPORE FLAG LAR!" haha...but tink my onli hope is if dere's no sizes, or we'll likely end up with tat...seriously i tink e black n white one is wayyyyyy cooler...haix...too bad we haf sooo many red lurvers in class...
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aLiSoN
update
thanx to ms short legs aka cherrlyn's reminder i'm here to update my blog...but kinda suffering from stm rite now so i'm jus gonna blog briefly from fri lolx...
fri was e 3rd/4th placing match for my team in e tpjc badminton open, our opponent was e last remainin non-seeded team in e comp, so we won them lar...but didn't tink i played well, me n vera teamed up for gurls doubles n i kinda spaced out of it halfway, first set we were kinda on a roll, we won 11-2, but 2nd set both of us couldn't focus n we kept hittin e net, thankfully vera woke up first n started killing every shot she could, we fought from 3-1 down to 4-4, i knew i was off-form e moment we reached 3-1 so i kinda let vera do all e killing while i jus took a backseat and supported her, we won 11-5 in e end =p overall i tink our team is quite strong actually n quite capable of takin e title, haha we still haf nxt yr!! the champions will be champs nxt yr!!
after badminton open i rushed home to put down my sch bag n change into fresh set of clothes b4 speedin off to meet my class to play badminton again, but tink i kinda strained thigh muscle while warmin up for my match durin e badminton open so it hurt like shit, but of course i wasn't gonna tell e guys, got damm frustrated when i couldn't reach net shots...must learn to control my temper n display no emotion! lolx...after tat hung with oh li choo, we jus walked n walked, from bedok cc to tjc, could haf walked more if it wasn't for my leg haha...
realise tat i'm becomin quite a nite mugger nowadays, esp wkends, mugged till bout 1am on fri nite, so i woke up @ 11am e nxt mornin lolx...went to oh li choo's place to study till bout 7pm, i felt tis time it was more conducive den e last coz for some reason or another i reali put in effort to do my work rather den slack n get distracted...oh after tat we went airport to eat swensens! haha i haven't been to airport since sendin yipin off lar...yup was nice...long bus ride home too...
2dae i went to queensway with jasper, leeling, junlong n kit, went to take a look at class jerseys coz leeling n jasper both r quite desparate to get it...saw a few nice ones, i like tis black n white nike one which also comes in blue n white, but lee ling, jasper n kit all like tis red one, i dun like e red one coz its round neck n kinda common haix but tink i lose lor coz 3 against 1 mah...i noe i shall save $$ n buy e black n white one for myself!! oh yah i wanna buy new sling bag too but i haven't seen any nice ones, i still dream of crumpler but i guess tats way over budget le...after tat we went to ikea, leeling n jasper both neva been dere b4, so we sounded like a bunch of country bumpkins goin omg omg omg! at every comfortable chair or bed we sat on, it was hilarious i tell u! i got to eat my daim pie!! i luve tat pie man, super nice to me...after tat i tink kit, jasper n junlong went to eat nasi lemak but i went to oh li choo's place to teach her bio, oh man tat was such a failure coz i couldn't ans 3/4 of her qns...i feel so dumb lar...in e end we ended up slackin rather den doin work...haha music, messed up bed, no lights...
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aLiSoN
dirty little secret
"Dirty Little Secret"
All-American Rejects
Let me know that I've done wrongWhen I've known this all along
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with youTell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to knowI'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret
Who has to know
When we live such fragile lives
It's the best way we surviveI go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you
Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know
I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret
Who has to know
The way she feels inside (inside)
Those thoughts I can't deny (deny)
These sleeping dogs won't lie (won't lie)
And all I've tried to hide
It’s eating me apartTrace this line back
I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret)
I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret
Dirty little secret
Dirty little secret
Who has to know
Who has to know
oh luv tis song rite now...hearin it everywhere =P
sundae i became a mugger, went to blk 427 to study with e person who lives dere lolx...not bad lar, her rm is nice n cosy, kinda away from e rest of e world, a gd place to jus hang...
wooo! todae most pple came 4 trainin coz we were takin foto, but coz todae trainin damm shag, dun tink e foto turned out veri nice but it was reali great to see everyone again, coz of badminton open, we haven't trained 2gether in a while... todae's trainin was unlike any b4...coach has gone sadistic on us, started by makin us run 6rds round e hall, den made us do i tink 4 sets of full court footwork...den he decided to be nice n let us do lobbin n drop shot, but after he saw all of us slackin he made us do relay n his relay is damm dumb lar, must do dunno how many jumps den sprint to e other side, den nxt rd requires us to hop to e other side, got lots more spastics positions we had to do lar, aiyo seriously he has quite imagination for torture lolx...den at e last part he made us do like gongfu stance for a total of 20mins!! i rmb e last 10mins he was like go take ur hps or anythin tat will distract u from e pain, so i grabbed my hp and called oh li choo, but she didn't reali help much haha it was still super pain, but i tokked n crapped too loudly with her n e coach was like stop tokin! so noisy! hahahhaha now my thighs r super pain!! aahahaha tomoro 5 stations is a goner man! i'm super tired now...my eyes closin lolx...
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aLiSoN
balancing act
badminton with e class tis mornin but my heart n spirit wasn't reali dere...was worried for kit, so i neva truely focused at all...haha i tink e onli time i reali gave my best was when i was playin half court with ziyang and later junlong...i quite enjoy playin with junlong, he makes me run, i make him run, and our rallies can last for quite long, but usually i'll end up laughin n drop e ball lolx...den dere was twister fries n being pang seh...man tat was super weird...but shan't elaborate...after leavin cc i made my way to shujing's house...
when i got dere i felt mixed emotions coz i haven't seen shujing in super long time! but we couldn't exactly be estatic coz of kit, so kinda hung out in her room n comforted kit...i dunno wat to do for her...to be e good guy or e bad guy...but seriously i tink she's not gonna buy into anythin me or shujing tell her...i've neva seen kit like tis b4 n i'm seriously worried...when we finally comforted her down, we started crappin n laughin, it was sooo much like wat we used to do, me n kit gang up to bully shu jing, kit being violent towards me haha...listenin to music n learnin how to knit! oh man i still can't believe shujing is now into knitting! so auntie lar! den shu jing tryin to impress me with her french even though she was jus readin from a bk! had to leave kit in shu jing's care coz i had tuition...oh man super sian...
quite stressed out now, bio spa on mon, pw 2nd draft written report to generate by thurs, gp presentation on thurs or fri haha can't rmb, functions test on wed or thurs or mayb even tues,thermochem test on thurs, chem spa trial on wed! haha suddenly tot of wat my fren said "SPA is used to help people relax...how come i feel more stressed during e process of it?!" haha...n all e teachers houndin us tat promo's r in 6wks ain't helpin...readin all my frens's blogs n almost all of em mention studies in some way or e other...
Full moon in the midnight sky, and you feel like you wanna run*OUT*
aLiSoN
how long
its been ages since my last post...hahaha...jus tat i've been super tired these days even though i've been slpin quite early...
ok lets tink...hmmm...oh yarh, was suppose to spend e whole of wed muggin, den haf math tuition, but @ bout 11am like tat junlong called me n asked me if i wanna play badminton...haha dun haf guess wat my ans was rite?? lolx...so i cancelled tuition hahaha...went to play badminton but not b4 i finished my math hw...hehe responsible gurl k! had fun lar, ken bought a new raquet! exactly e same as mich lee's one...sintec armorace 800 i tink...super gd!! nice n lite! but i'm not jealous lar, i chose to buy e raquet from coach, so must slowly develop feelin for it like my old TI 33 which HE broke lolx...after tat went to eat dinner with teresa n oh li choo...i'm feelin a bit guilty for keepin E THING a secret from teresa, but seriously i jus didn't wat to say, n whether sayin it to her was a gd thing coz i didn't noe how she wld react...sorreee gurl, but we'll alwaes be here k...we'll alwaes b on ur side n u can count on tat!
thurs went bk to sch after a loooonnnnnggggg break n reali felt e effects of it haha...oh yarh...stayed bk to haf peer mentoring with charis e boss, leeling e assistant boss, n e pupils were me, ken, bang2 and jasper (who came late! lolx) aahahah charis was like tuition teacher, "we are all gonna get As for promo!", "do u understand y isit like tat not?", "u must understand u cannot memorise!", "ok let me give u another example den u do n show me" hahhahahah....so much so tat ken got irritated n said "oh man tis feels jus like tuition lar!" but no doubt charis is a gd teacher, she's patient (duh esp with a pupil like me!) n can tell tat she reali prepared herself n made sure she knew everythin b4 e peer mentoring session...dun tink she reads my blog lar, but bout wat u told me tis mornin charis, dun let it bother u k! we all appreciate ur hard work, n reali hope u dun lose tis enthusiasm towards helpin us...coz i reali tink ur a great teacher...oh yarh thurs i finally settled somethin, n i'm reali happy tat i did, i neva believed tat they could find e pple who did it, but they did...n i'm soooo sure...sooo sure...i'll prolly neva 4get their faces eva....
todae was badminton open semi-finals n my team lost...haix but i tink we lost with our heads held high, i neva expected us to come all e way to e semi-finals, n like wat elvin said, "as long as we noe in our hearts tat we're champions can le!" haha...sounds a bit cocky, but i reali believe tat we haf e calibur to win! haha...gd job to kai xiang n boon long for winning bois doubles n to serene for playin a gd match with me! haha...vera fought veri hard against cheryl n lost by onli one pt!! even cheryl said tat it was one of e toughest match she eva played...haha b4 my match i had to go learn kickboxing coz i'm e fac rep, so i was damm tired alreadi b4 my match but we still won!!...oh yarh! kym n jonathan for mixed doubles, how cld i forget! soooo well-fought, against nicholas e ex-capt for our boys team somemore!they lost rubber set!! i reali tot we cld win after we fought bk n were a set apiece...haha...nvm GREAT JOB GUYS N GURLS!! NXT YR!! FINALS!!! =)
left after kym n jon's match to meet oh li choo, who became a guai kia n mugged in e library for 2 hrs! hahahha...*applause* ughhh wateva!! lolx den we took bus to katong dere, buy 5 star chicken rice n brought to e break water to eat...YEAH!! I FINALLY GOT TO GO BREAKWATER! oh man i felt soooo gd dere words cannot describe lar...haha e onli thing tat spoilt it was e rats lar, when it got dark, suddenly got rats everywhere n i got totally freaked so i pulled oh li choo n left hahaha...shucks...deres sooo many things i wanna say but i can't say here...
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aLiSoN
flu
ughhh i've got flu!!!!!! hate fallin sick...hate feelin e fact tat i haf to be confined at home...sian
mon i went to sch for national day...dunno y i did tat, coz onli e kuai kias do tat...jus had tis feelin e nite b4 tat i shouldn't pon, den on e bus ride dere teresa called me to ask me to pon with her, i was reluctant @ first, so when i reached sch i tried to persuade her to stay, but she kept complainin n pleadin tat i snapped n said "ok lets go" haha...so we rushed to e sch gate, we were like 5 steps away from freedom b4 we got caught by nordin...haix failure man! sat thru e whole chaotic national day celebration...realised tat e choir r actually not bad...haha i can hear zheng yi goin "duh! they won gold" alreadi...den spent bout 45mins jus slackin away with my class peeps deciding where to go after bio makeup...haha realise i luv my class peeps more n more...we're gettin reali bonded as a class now...lolx i almost died durin bio makeup n i mean literally coz i was starving!! my stomach was growling every 2 secs man! sped off to bugis after bio n by den e flu was alreadi takin hold of me, ate hot soupy stuff coz confident me tot i could beat e flu by doin tat...ay i reali did once k! once i felt like i was gonna haf flu, but i still went to play badminton k! n after tat e flu was gone! super gurl!! hahahah...but not tis time lar...i could onli take like 20mins of shoppin in bugis village b4 i gave up n ran home lolx...suppose to meet oh li choo for breakwater but cancelled coz i scared spread flu to her...so caring rite?? i rock! lolx yah can hear all of u puking rite now...
went home n took a nap, which is an achievement coz i neva take naps! unless i'm not feelin well or i went for camp...woke up n got msg from oh li choo n i sorta told her i wanna eat ice cream, den dunno y suddenly she asked me if she could come over to my place coz she was in a bad mood, so i was like ok...den in my mind i'm tinkin how to calm a person in a bad mood down when my nose leakin mucus non-stop haha...so while waitin for her to come we continued msgin n den e ice-cream man drove past my place! i flipped lar, ran outta e house n bought ice-cream lolx, of course i told her bout tat too...guess wat lar, turns out she came all e way to my place to bring me ice-cream!! hahahahahah her suprise ermmm #3 i tink...kinda backfired...lolx...she was kinda upset e whole time after tat, couldn't stop whining n moanin, while i being e gd fren tat i was couldn't stop laughin!!! lolx...we walked rd my place for bout 2+hrs after tat, jus walkin rd tis orange-black nite n tokin...haha went church to use toilet...took a pic for charis...got a weird piggy back ride, had a scare with my phone...
just like i predicted,
we're at the point of no returnjus got off e phone with xiao qing again, spent bout a gd part of an hour tokin to her...bout e board, bout o'levels, jus e kinda things i used to tok to her bout...she makes me miss bvss all over again, e board n mrs lee also...mrs lee is steppin down!! noo!! she's like one of my best memories of e board n she's steppin down...so no matter wat i'm gonna try to rush bk for investiture tis yr...must tok to her one last time as e prefect mistress lolx...
no matter what i sacrifice its still neva enoughreali feelin e stress these days, got tons of uncompleted assignments, tutorials not to mention blood-suckin gp proj n pw...haha...but i'm not gonna cave in...must not cave in!! can't wait to play badminton again...tis fri got badminton open i tink n i'll most likely not be trainin b4 tat...i skipped e class badminton last sat coz i couldn't wake up lolx...
i can't control it,
if i sink or if i swim*OUT*
aLiSoN
backtrack
time to backtrack...yest went to watch macbeth with oh li choo coz my sis got free tix...ermmm couldn't say i reali enjoyed e show coz BASICALLY HALF E TIME I COULDN'T UNDERSTAND WAT E ACTORS WERE SAYIN! ok if i haf to make one thing clear, i hate shakespearean english...i like shakespearean plays n his works, but i dun like e english...i tink if they did the play in present english, i would haf enjoyed it...haha...embarrasing part was tat halfway thru e show oh li choo need to go toilet...it was like i tink 20 mins from e interval but she cannot tahan le, wow e gurl's got guts man, she stood up n like left e theater in front of everybody, she either has guts or her control was like 0% le...haha...most likely e latter rite? after tat we kinda jus explored e area ard SRT coz like i haven't been dere in ages n oh li choo's neva been dere b4 in her life...e whole area is kinda arty farty expensivey kinda like...but e shoppin malls kinda dead, so we walked down from clark quay all e way to funan dere where we ate pastamania for dinner...oh b4 tat we went to tis guitar shop where...ok i shan't say in case it brings up painful memories, haha something bout payin alot more for an item n den findin e exact same thing at a cheaper price lolx...but like i told her man, its prolly worth more now tat it belongs to u, one day when ur ultimate dream has come true n u go auction off n i'm sure u'll get pots of $$ =P n i'll try my best 2 buy it lar, if u eva auction it off...promise! funny lar, she walked me home rite, den i walked her to e 33 busstop, but jus when i finally figured out which busstop she shld take from, e bus came n she didn't run after it! tat gurl arh! den she say she walk me back home coz her bus dun come so fast, so she did, den i walked her bk to e main rd...haha...dunno how many times we walked bk n forth lar...we were funny sight to behold kez...
after tat stayed up till bout 12.40+ doin pw n den helpin xiao qing out with her speech...pw is totally suckin my life man...2 sept is e investiture...still comtemplatin whether or not to go...i slpt for bout 3 hrs...den somethin which hadn't happen in a while happened again...shan't go into details...basically i onli slept for 3 hrs...it was bad...den i had to be in tampines to meet my pw grp @ 10am...haix...i looked n acted like a zombie man...
pw was not bad, we went to bang bang house! he has e cutest jack russell i haf eva seen in my life!! it was cuter den nancy n no doubt smarter den nancy too ( kit i'm neva gonna say nancy is a smart dog eva again!) e moment we entered e house lee ling was super scared lar, she screamed everytime e dog came near her n i became her shield, she wouldn't go anywhere in e house without me walkin in front of her, she held my hand like damm tight lar lolx...but she later kinda warmed up to hersey (dog's name), but i tink i played with hersey e most, had dog hair all over my clothing afterward lolx...n hersey licked my toes! damm cute lar...it was a ermm nice feelin? we didn't get much pw done in e end...less den i xpected anyway n we didn't even use e pie chart i spent all nite doing!! arghhh!! lolx...oh did i mention tat bang bang has nice songs, e songs in his comp r almost identical to mine b4 my comp crashed! shoot man...
reached home...ermmm...not ideal...not ideal at all, left e house for a long walk after dinner...
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aLiSoN
band concert
last nite was tpjc band concert! haha luv goin band concerts, haven't missed a single one i've eva had a chance to go to...not onli to support frens, but like e music too! dun reali understand how pple can fall aslp durin band concerts, ok granted tat i dun reali noe how to tell if they skipped a note or played off key, so i reali shldn't be judgin dem, but i'm usually mesmerised by e whole band...as in how sychronised their playin is, n no. of practices they've prolly had to put in jus for 1 concert lar...funny thing...charis was soooo small we had difficulty spottin her @ first, till we saw her red colour hair band! den she stood out alot haha...
and it's okay if you have go awaybut yest was tirin...had to endure sch, after tat kit asked me to go bedok with her so i decided to keep her company coz she wasn't feelin too gd, den i had to rush bk to sch to learn e aces day dance/exercise, which isn't even exercise lar, its basically a dance...N I CAN'T DANCE TO SAVE MY LIFE!!! i was prolly e worst gurl dere lah, n some guys could do it better den me!! damm embarrassing! oh realised tat i'm quite a sucker for national day songs, esp e more recent ones...like dem more den usual pple aniwae...rushed bk home after tat to prepare for band concert...
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it bringsafter concert we went to eat supper, lao pa sat has sucky kuei chap!!! dun eat kuei chap dere!! not nice!! yuck!!! teresa n zheng yi had to leave 1st coz zheng yi's mom was gonna kill her if she didn't, so it was jus me n oh li choo sittin dere eatin even though we came with 4...haha after eatin oh li choo wanted to bring me to suprise #2, so we stood at e t-junction outside lao pa sat n tried to hail a cab...damm hilarious i tell u...we waited but all e cabs tat went passed all busy or on call, so we crossed to e other side n waited, den we saw e previous side suddenly had alot of empty cabs e moment we crossed over lar! tis basically repeated itself in a freaky pattern , as in like everytime we moved to a new section to wait for cab, e section where we came from suddenly got alot of cabs lar!! anywae pass e freaky part to e suprise...
waterfront at nite...indescribable reali...veri beautiful...e indoor stadium changes colour!! lolx tat was e coolest thing man, i was like country bumpkin down dere tell oh li choo, "changed colour! changed colour!!" haha...it was gd for me on an emotional level...yup oh li choo u noe where to find me nxt time rite, thanx gurl...we talked in depth bout trust issues, it was uncomfortable at first, but she kinda sussed it outta me, n seriously oh li choo i felt damm gd after i told u bout a certain someone with a 4 letter name, like tis weight off my heart or somethin lar...i dun reali noe y i haf trust issues...if onli i knew lar...but its jus like tat k...BUT i tink wat u said made sense, i can't keep it in dere 4eva, must trust my FEELING! ahahahha...give me time k...tinkin bout it huh...i tink i'm used to my frens tellin me their problems, so much so tat i've neva reali shared my own problems with dem...trait of a virgo i tink...read somewhere bout tis...when i got home i was still tinkin bout e waterfront n oh li choo...haha...
Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story *OUT*
aLiSoN
lyrics
u were my strength when i was down
made me humble when i wouldn't bow
held on to e promise tat u'd be ard
but where were u when i was alrite?
still needed u though i was alrite
you did leave me tinkin i'd be alrite
its crazy but i'm fallin apart
its crazy how ur leavin me scarred
wherever u r
its crazy but i'm goin insane
feelin lost, confused n ashamedwas feelin lost in my own world
pls dun let it be e same sad story we all noe
i don't wanna be e one to let it all go
u continue to force my hande first part is from a song i heard on radio...dunno e name, tats y it kinda doesn't sound fluid coz i basically typed e lyrics from memory...e last paragraph is written by me lolx...n nope i didn't blog tis song coz of love...in case pple start tinkin i'm in luv again =P
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aLiSoN
sooo many things
wow...so many things haf happened since i last blogged...but lotsa of em i dun tink i can mention on my blog...which sux lar...rmb e time when nobody knew of my blog, i wrote watever i wanted on it...
lets start with e downside...05s07+oh li choo lost in their 3rd rd match of tpjc badminton open on mon...but i still haf to stand up n reali applaude dem, *applause!!!!!!!!!!* lolx...they've been 2gether less den a mth, they trained hard esp jasper n lee ling, had e right attitudes (cherr's neva say die attitude partly due to wantin to beat edwin of course lolx)and the strong team spirit is somethin tat reali sticks out in my mind...as an outsider, i've reali taken to dem...n if i'm not wrong, their e last all j1 non-seeded team left in e comp! the rest of the non seeded teams r all j2s!
shoot man, i'm my class fac rep lar n its damm troublesome being e fac rep! its like i haf to help out with e printin of national day tees for e sch...dun mind tat coz i actually tot it was quite fun plus i tink e designs reali not bad leh...but now i jus found out tat i haf to stay bk on 3 days to learn aces day workout to lead e sch lar!! damm shit i hate aces day workouts n i soooo do not wanna lead e sch! dunno how i'm gonna wriggle myself outta tis one...
todae while walkin round tampines interchange with teresa n zhengyi i saw chicky! chicky is my old sec sch fren, she was with her older sis...it was like i was jus walkin with e two of em n i walked rite passed her, den all of a sudden i felt tis damm painful slap on my hand...turned n look n dere she was grinnin at me lar! seein chicky reali makes me miss sec sch life man, if anybody knew chicky n me from sec1, u'd probably heard of all e probs we went thru together n e probs we caused each other, lets jus say we neva had it smooth sailing, dere was a pt when i reali tot i lost her frenship 4eva lolx...den on my way home, i kept tinkin of bv life...i miss 4e2, i miss my gang though kit is still with me, lets jus say it aint e same ( hint hint: boyfren!! lolx...she's gonna kill me if she finds out i blogged tis), i miss takin e bus with jolene!! my fellow 12ever!! i miss sittin on e breakwater with shujing n eatin chicken rice n tokin bout health problems lolx...i miss dennis my 1st eva badminton shifu! haix i realise tat if i continue tis entry will prolly neva end, so i tink u get e drift tat i'm jus in a damm nostalgic mood...suddenly i feel old lolx
was kinda lookin 4ward to sat cause i dun haf anythin on, so tot i could slack or relax or hang out with frens, but as it turns out, i haf to go show sisterly support to my sis stage production which she's stage mangering for e 1st time...dun mind goin to watch lar but i'm goin with my godsis which i barely speak to coz i haf absolutely no clue wat to tok to her bout... see e dilema i'm in, if i dun go my sis will be upset with me, but if i go i'll be puttin myself thru misery coz i haf nothin to say to my godsis n watchin a play with someone u can't tok to is like hell to me!!!
emotionally i haven't been e most stable person inside...on e outside i look normal i tink, or @ least i hope so...but i tink i'm quite a wreak inside...i wish i had e time to go to beach like i used to, jus stone on e breakwater...i jus need to clear my mind...
