long time comin
yo! its been a long time since i blogged, mostly coz i'm still gettin used to e fact tat i've been rejected by mass comm n has been sent back to tpjc...not tat its a bad thing...i went to appeal for e course n found out tat e cut-off is 10! hopin my 12 will give me a shot...met my new class liao...i noe its onli e 2nd day but i jus wish tat i could haf my old class back...i miss em soooo much...esp when i look at all e neoprints we took together...haix...luckily we still keep in contact via sms...i miss e craziness tat made our class unique, we've practically made every teacher laugh with our antics...my new class pple seem slightly more into studyin den i am...durin e 1st intake my gang literally got together on e first day we met each other...n from den on it was jus one rollercoster ride of fun n laughter n we even found time to study n do hw!!..lolx...now out of e 25pple from e former 05s07...deres onli 10 of us left...n out of e 7 pple in my gang i onli haf 3 pple left n tat's includin me...
kinda thankful for e recap lectures coz i noe tat if they weren't organised i'd prolly be as clueless as e 2nd intake peeps..lolx...clean forgotten alot of stuff...went for badminton yesterday n met tis gurl who appealed in via e sport n e funny thing is tat from far she looks jus like hui xian...its damm freaky coz when u look @ here from up close she doesn't...i jus dun get it...hmmmm...mayb its e tall, lanky frame n e incrediblely gd badminton skills...lolx...oh yah she even looks like hui xian from e side, from far once again though :P
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aLiSoN
argghhhh
okie i can't take it anymore...tis post is jus to vent my frustration n rant bout a certain someone....its a fren of mine tat i've known for a couple of years...she went away for a while n recently came back into contact with me...she has become soooooo different from there way she used to be...i wan soooo badly to tell her tat sometimes i can't stand her anymore...she's become slightly mean n i can sense tat she's slowly losin her old frens becoz she seems more like she cares bout her new ones...we used to be close, she was like my "secrets" pal...i could tell her my probs n she would help me, now all she does is tease n hurt me where i'm vunerable...she tells me tat she is sooo much happier now, tat goin away has helped her so much...of course i'm glad for her too...i noe she used to haf probs of her own n now all her probs r suddenly gone, she seems like a changed person n i dun mean tat in a gd way...haiz...i jus can't express how hurt n upset i am in words...i realise tat tis is one of my major weaknesses...describin my feelins bout frenships...deres no description to it...its how i feel...everytime i see her,i wanna spill everything out...
i haf a very strong gut feelin tat i'm gonna to lose her as a fren...maybe i'll be happier...but i'd rather things not end up tat way
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aLiSoN
uncle f*cker
Find out which South Park Character you are @ star-girl.org!
hahahaha i'm cartman!! better watch out coz i'm gonna rule e world...lolx...yeah rite...luv takin these quizes...they always give me funny results...kinda miss watchin south park too...anybody remember e song "Uncle F*cker"??
broken dreams
Green Day
"Boulevard Of Broken Dreams"
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone
Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah
I walk alone
I walk a...
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...
i've decided...mass comm here i come!!
choices
okie...todae is thurs...which means i onli haf one more day to decide e rest of my life...here's how things are...i can go to both jc n poly...but as u can guess, i haf no idea which one to go to...
jc is good for me coz i tink i'm still kinda used to e typical schooling system...its somethin i'm familiar with, besides e fact tat e subjects r alot harder now...but my worry with jc is tat i might not be able to cope with e math n chem...basically coz my a-maths sux n i haf no idea how i got a b3 for O's...can u imagine from a f9 for prelims to a b3 for O's...miracle i tell u...n coz i didn't take pure chem in sec sch, pple haf been tellin me tat it will be a disadvantage to me...failin those 2 subjects would basically signal e end of my jc life n coz me to be stuck with nothin but an O'level cert n a waste of 2yrs of my life...should i take e risk n see how it goes?
poly is e exciting risk tat i'm considering...its more project based, but in poly, i noe i'll be doin somethin i'm good at...coz writing is e onli thing i'm good in, i'm applyin for mass comm...i haf no worries for poly academic-wise...but i worry for my future when i'm done...i'm afraid tat my diploma will pale in comparision to e pple who haf degrees from local n foreign unis...n like i said, its a risk becoz its a completely new education system from what i used to be in...
now can u understand y i'm confused...
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aLiSoN
