Sunday, November 27, 2005

dolly

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you meet that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

results frm tis get to noe urself quiz tat i koped from dolly shah's blog since she asked me update lolx

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aLiSoN

sba

2dae went for my first trainin session of my job of being a lines judge for the cheers youth international tournament to be held @ sbh frm e 12-17th...quite pressure coz as e name suggests, it is an international tournament featurin players from as far as iran, super cool! wonder if they'll b cute players lolx...oh wait must focus my job is to concentrate on e two lines and not on e players =P tis was somethin e trainer was emphasising on, but jus can't seem to do it, most of e time i'm watchin to pick up new skils haha and we learnt a whole lot of new ways to do line judging, slightly different frm e ones i haf done...hmmm...oh and e later stages will be televised so if i call a shot wrong i'll be embarrassed on national television! oh yeah and i heard tis gurl sayin tat being line judge is boring and super easy, i'll be thankful if i dun get called kayu by e audience lolx...but i need e $$ so i'm gonna haf 2 take e risk and do my best, or at e most i'll jus put a paper bag nxt to me so if i make e wrong call i can jus slide e paper bag over my head and try and pretend tat i dun exist...oh did i mention e uniform is soooo obiang, black pants black shoes dark coloured socks and e tournament tee...i understand tat we haf to be standardised, but y e obsession with black...like somebody died or somethin...arghhh...

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aLiSoN

Thursday, November 17, 2005

1st

2dae while crossing e road, watchin e cars jus pass by, i suddenly felt tis strong urge to step in front of one of dem...i shan't describe e consequences if i had done so...tinkin bk on it wat freaked me out was e fact tat i cld still walk home not feel freaked out tat e tot of causing my own death actually crossed my mind...

i'm tired...dunno y but i feel tired, spirtually and emotionally tired...i feel more emotions den e normal person n i've yet to figure out if tis is a blessing or a curse...sometimes i wonder wat it feels like not to feel, to ignore e whole world, or rather e whole world can just continue on and i wouldn't feel anythin, 2 not be concerned, 2 not care...being emotionally weak is tiring me out, becoz sometimes e issues i bother myself with, i dun even noe if they reali exist, yet at e same time i rarely can put it down...i wonder all e time how it'd be like...to not feel pain, to not feel anguish, anger, remorse, disappointment...but it seems that these are wat i've been feelin, how come happiness doesn't last? if life is suppose to be so gd, how come happiness jus doesn't seem to last? how come happy times can't be used to mask and block out sadness? i'm not sure if i want it to come to an end, but i'm tired of guessing, tired of anticipatin and onli to be let down...how much longer can i last?

hmmm dun worry jus a rant...i won't kill myself jus coz i'm tired...

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aLiSoN

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

so long

badminton trainin 2dae after super long time!! but...turn-out was pathetic all my badminton pals didn't turn up xcept shah, mich lee got rock climbing thing, serene woke up late, jingfang workin, candice & shuling flew off to kao lak for ocip =< haix heard they were all dere for tues trainin, but i couldn't make it for tues trainin mah, got MATHS ARGHHHH...aniwaes 2dae rainin so gotta lift from my auntie to sports hall and reached dere like stupendously earli, half an hour earlier lor, aiyo so i sat down dere with nothin to do when i super wished i cld haf been home slpin...eh rainy dae veri nice to slp one k...hmm didn't deprove tat much lar, but i realise i quite lost my ability to smash properly *wails* haix...oh oh 2dae me, shah and meiyi were playin, den tis old uncle asked if he cld join us for a game coz we short of 1 mah, so we played doubles, not bad, me and e old uncle beat shah and meiyi though mostly coz e old uncle has super gd reflexes for an old uncle lolx...he taught me how to defend and watch out for ur partner...hmm u learn somethin new everydae...my bk injury is bk again, its gotten better since e last time i played, but 2dae strain again haix y must e game i luv playin hurt me so...den coach help me massage, he press damm pain lar! den now i haf tis like bump/blue black bruise like thingy on my bk and when i sit straight it hurts...dunno man, hope it heals asap...gng off to e lib, rediscovered my appetite for readin again, somethin i lost in e vigorous life of sec sch =P

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aLiSoN

Sunday, November 13, 2005

becoz u live

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it though every storm
What is life, whats the use if your killed inside
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live

Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always


haha parts of tis song tat i like...e lyrics r kinda applicable rite now...hmm i'm hopin we survive tis...these are difficult times...

aiyo e whole dae i've been smellin pig's trotters coz my auntie cooked tis big pot, my gosh e smell is soooooo strong lar...i tried it, but i'm not entirely sure if i like it or i hate it, e taste kinda gives u a kick but den again its quite overpowering...my mp3 is spoilt! *wails loudly* jus shoot me i wan my mp3 so badly now...haix...

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aLiSoN

Sunday, November 06, 2005

blogthing

How You Life Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.
You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.
You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.
You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.
How Do You Live Your Life?


hmm tink tis is quite true noe...

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aLiSoN

yesterdae

yesterdae all my troubles seemed so far away...no it seems tat they r here to stay...ohhh i believe...in yesterdae...suddenly...love's not such an easy game to play...now i need to place to hide away...oops sorree tat song's been ringin in my head =P

ermm dunno if 2dae can be considered a good dae or not...started out quite good, went to christina's place to kop krispy kreme donuts...haha all sorts she had, n she was like cuttin pieces from each donut so i cld haf an assortment, gotta luv tat gurl man...

you noe tat dere's somethin tat i cld do...a decision tat i cld make...e rest of our lives await...

after tat met slowpoke at tamp to go to bang's house to do pw for wat we're all hopin will be e last time...ok i gotta credit slowpoke...FOR ONCE...LEELING WAITED FOR ME...FOR ONCE LEELING WAS EARLY..lolx...haha farni coz todae bang's dog hersey was in heat, so she was basically kept in e kitchen e whole time...n me jing2 n leeling looked at her thru e glass door of e kitchen...i tink it was jing2 or dunno mayb leeling who said "feels like lookin @ animals in e zoo like tat" hahahah super farni...den we practiced...dunno y 2dae i stuttered like hell..aiyo...not e thing i need 2 daes b4 my presentation...e bus ride back to tamp was fun...first of all we missed 2 buses coz i left my bottle at bang's house, den slowpoke was moanin n moanin tat we missed 2 buses coz i left my bottle...HA HA HA but i got e last laugh coz when we finally got on e bus, we passed by a previous bus tat broke down...so actually it was a blessing in disguise hehe...even slowpoke had nothin to say le...on e busride, we were like reminising all our previous busrides 2gether from tamp to hougang n back which was abit dumb lar...we even said bye to e PUB newater "mushrooms"...we finally solved e mystery eh poke?

came home to a sucky situation...i hate it when pple dun trust...hate it when pple doubt me...hate it when pple trust their frens b4 their family...or should i change e pple to my own family...

Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate

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aLiSoN

Friday, November 04, 2005

esplanadae

tiring dae, my body is aching aching aching all over =P consequence of not exercising for a long time lolx...started out by hangin @ blk 427, den went for badminton...coach was at e bedok sports hall lar, oh man i felt so malu to show him how much i deprove, den to make things worse he was trainin tis gurl from singapore team lar, den like he keep lookin my way whenever i was playin or when i was restin n observing him...a bit uncomfortable haha...got a tinsy whinsy bit unhappy when pple i was playin with kept tellin me tat they tot my coach wasn't gd, ok dere were times tat e gurl played better dem him, but his technique is still amazing to me...he's still one of e best badminton players i've seen considerin his age...and he cares for the kids he trains...haha i dun care wat other pple say, lolx or how sadist his trainings may b, coach still rox hahahahhahaah...aniwae i reali deproved alot, i realise i can't concentrate for long periods on court like i could b4 , and my long standing back injury wasn't helpin either...aiyo...but i dun wanna go sinseh!!

after tat rushed home to bathe n meet oh li choo for outdoor esplanade concert, i got to see rafe perform "everythin" oh man eva since tat song has been on radio, i have absolutely L.O.V.E.D it =P n rafe r a super gd live band, they were clear, n the drummer was cool, even though e two guitarists looked abit lame, like they didn't have much stage presence and didn't reali noe how to move lolx oh we bought their album jus for tat song haha...den got e lead singer to autograph for us, he's got a reali nice voice, and looks pretty friendly too, too bad he smokes though...abit sad coz if he continues sure will affect his voice n popularity, c'mon even taufik quit smokin haha...oh yah super mario from power98 performed with filipino band bad for boys, they did alot of covers, some of my fav songs like when i see u smile and everythin i do i do it for u...haha yup sappy love ballads n such...

Is anybody gonna save me
Can anybody tell me what’s going on
Tell me what’s going on
If you open your eyes
You’ll see that something is wrong


i dunno i dunno i dunno how i feel, but i'm tired of u doubtin me or doubtin urself or wateva, n u jus left me hangin here, my brain n heart feels dead n u have no idea becoz u jus left me hangin here...wow sounds like a song lolx...i'm veri emo now n i dun haf u...i suggested e easy way out becoz i dun tink either of us wants to keep goin thru tis...sadly our lives will alwaes have limitations, u said so urself...


It doesn’t make sense to me


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aLiSoN

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

chi a'levels

You Should Get a MBA (Masters of Business Administration)

You're a self starter with a drive for success.
You'd make a great entrepreneur.
What Advanced Degree Should You Get?


woohoo i'm an entrepreneur!! haha i suddenly realised i haven't blogged bout chi a'levels...well it was e first time in a long time tat i won't get 0/5 for e first section, but i made 1 careless mistake in it i tink i shall onli get 1/5 for it =P
aiyo den e rest is jus anihow poon one lolx...n i tink my compo is sooo simplified, like sec sch standard, esp when i went for toilet break in btw papers n i heard people tokkin bout wat they wrote for compo, den i felt sooo dumb i wanted to bury my head in a hole lar...

haix todae goin to my godparent's place for hari raya, prolly gonna lock myself up in one of the rooms n vegetate in front of e tv, n eat eat eat coz dun feel like entertainin pple 2dae...

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aLiSoN

another one

Your Hidden Talent

Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people.
You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together.
Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly.
People crave your praise and complements.
What's Your Hidden Talent?


ok enough for 1 dae =P
HAPPY BELATED DEEPAVALI N SELMAT HARI RAYA TO COME LOLX

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aLiSoN

You're an Passionate Kisser

For you, kissing is about all about following your urges
If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story
You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses
A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble
What Kind of Kisser Are You?


ooooo interesting lolx
i'm totally jus stealin stuff from handsome's blog, tats coz i'm abit lazy to blog on my own

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aLiSoN