death
u wan me to help u with it...how can i? how can i even help u destroy u...but e guilt i feel its destroyin me inside isit reali all my fault m i reali e jinx tat cozed u 2 b this way isit too much to ask for u to keep gng till e end, its in sight, this path is almost over, read ur horoscope, i'm desparate now i'm desparate for u to hold on, it says that u shld take heard because paths to higher education are lookin brighter n more possible...i kid u not, ask me to read it to u and i will...but i'm torn seeing u in so much pain beggin me not to let u continue wat am i suppose to do i'm in tears typin tis becoz tats how confused i am, do i let u continue in pain becoz i believe in u, or do i encourage u to end ur sufferin and destroy all our dreams...isit reali too late for u, i dun dare to ask anythin more of u e guilt is kiilin me i'm sorree tat i neva tot for u, but its not too late rite...i reali dunno...i reali dunno
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aLiSoN
nothin is workin
i keep fightin, keep fightin tis battle, undoubtedly e most impt battle of my life, no not e a'levels, but e fight to keep someone i love and care for gng, e pain of losin someone tis impt is all too recent and fresh in my mind, and now b4 pple can get over it, i haf someone to deal with of my own...i noe u've been tired and been hangin on, i tink i'm e jinx coz eva since i met u, ur life has been downhill, rmb u sayin somethin bout if a person finds true love, does it mean tat everythin else in his or her life must be sacrificed in exchanged, i was honoured when u said tat but now i understand e true meanin...ur so close to e finishin line now, everybody is dere waitin for u, ur gd frens n me are runnin alongside u, we're all gng to finish we're not gng to let 17+ yrs of hard hard work go down e drain...pls i beg of u, do not choose e easy way out, u keep sayin its a sign n everytime u do my heart shakes in fear...lord guide me, wat shld i do?
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aLiSoN
tears
weird how some pple r so interested in other pple dyin hmm mayb i'm jus a skeptic n i noe i'm not a saint but man i get so irritated when pple tok bout e issue like its paparrazzi news or some hot topic of e day or assume stuff like they noe the pple so well, many tink its jus harmless gossip rite? well it spreads n gossip which is untrue starts to get believed by pple and in the end e pple who get left behind r hurt, i jus wish pple wld leave others along or they'll neva be able to move on, i hate e media rite now n to tink i intend to work in it one dae, pls pple let dem move on n go, they need to
thankfully e person involved is strong, no doubt it must hurt like hell inside but she's amazing e things she's said and is doin he wld be proud of her no doubt, after readin wat she said i'm tearin u can reali feel e love btw dem god bless dem both i'll neva look at another case like tis e same way again
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aLiSoN
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You Are The Star
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You represent the ultimate in truth and purity.
Insightful and illuminating, you provide guidance for others.
You also demonstrate unselfish, unconditional love.
You posses many spiritual gifts, including the ability to heal.
Your fortune:
Your future is looking brighter by the day.
The near future will be a time of both hope and healing.
Luck is about to come your way, perhaps the best luck you have ever seen.
Life is about to get a lot easier and much better!
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i certainly hope e fortune prediction is true...
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aLiSoN
somethin to rely on
Somewhere Only We Know---KEANE
I walked across an empty landI knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me completeOh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to beginI came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
So why don't we go
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
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aLiSoN
