depressed inspiration
out of nowhere, i've decided to create a blog...maybe its cuz i reali enjoy readin all of e other peeps blogs...or maybe its cuz i jus need some place to bitch bout life...m tinkin its e latter...gonna jus dive into it...as e title suggests, i'm depressed...i jus stepped down from being an exco member bout say...7 hrs ago, n i'm still upset...no its not cuz i'm power crazy or somethin, tat i can't let go of my post...its jus tat all my sec sch life, i've been connected to e board, i've onli had a taste of life as a normal student during e first 2 mths of sec 1, now i'm gonna haf to go back to it, n i'm not to sure how i'm gonna deal. Part of me is super scared tat i'll jus break, e other is realisin tat i'm gonna miss workin with all e other prefects who r mostly super peeps! The board has always been tis security blanket, a place where i sorta feel like i belong...mainly cuz i neva settled in any cca, so e board is my core "after sch" activity. I bawled my eyes out at e end of todae's ceremony...thankfully i wasn't e only one!!
spoke to a couple of frens on tis issue, n they jus say its time to move on, n i noe they r rite...but u noe...when one's in a depressed mode, u can't reali see e end of e tunnel...haiz...but i'm sure i'll deal somehow...gotta do so cuz PRELIMS r almost upon us n i spent sooo much time slackin i tink i'm prolly dead n buried now...lolz!! oh n e last thing, sorreee firdaus n all e other guys sittin in e row behind me todae, didn't mean to scold u guys...frustration jus got e better of me kez...pls forgive me!!
*OUT*
aLiSoN
posted by alison @ 6:15 PM
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