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sooo many things

wow...so many things haf happened since i last blogged...but lotsa of em i dun tink i can mention on my blog...which sux lar...rmb e time when nobody knew of my blog, i wrote watever i wanted on it...

lets start with e downside...05s07+oh li choo lost in their 3rd rd match of tpjc badminton open on mon...but i still haf to stand up n reali applaude dem, *applause!!!!!!!!!!* lolx...they've been 2gether less den a mth, they trained hard esp jasper n lee ling, had e right attitudes (cherr's neva say die attitude partly due to wantin to beat edwin of course lolx)and the strong team spirit is somethin tat reali sticks out in my mind...as an outsider, i've reali taken to dem...n if i'm not wrong, their e last all j1 non-seeded team left in e comp! the rest of the non seeded teams r all j2s!

shoot man, i'm my class fac rep lar n its damm troublesome being e fac rep! its like i haf to help out with e printin of national day tees for e sch...dun mind tat coz i actually tot it was quite fun plus i tink e designs reali not bad leh...but now i jus found out tat i haf to stay bk on 3 days to learn aces day workout to lead e sch lar!! damm shit i hate aces day workouts n i soooo do not wanna lead e sch! dunno how i'm gonna wriggle myself outta tis one...

todae while walkin round tampines interchange with teresa n zhengyi i saw chicky! chicky is my old sec sch fren, she was with her older sis...it was like i was jus walkin with e two of em n i walked rite passed her, den all of a sudden i felt tis damm painful slap on my hand...turned n look n dere she was grinnin at me lar! seein chicky reali makes me miss sec sch life man, if anybody knew chicky n me from sec1, u'd probably heard of all e probs we went thru together n e probs we caused each other, lets jus say we neva had it smooth sailing, dere was a pt when i reali tot i lost her frenship 4eva lolx...den on my way home, i kept tinkin of bv life...i miss 4e2, i miss my gang though kit is still with me, lets jus say it aint e same ( hint hint: boyfren!! lolx...she's gonna kill me if she finds out i blogged tis), i miss takin e bus with jolene!! my fellow 12ever!! i miss sittin on e breakwater with shujing n eatin chicken rice n tokin bout health problems lolx...i miss dennis my 1st eva badminton shifu! haix i realise tat if i continue tis entry will prolly neva end, so i tink u get e drift tat i'm jus in a damm nostalgic mood...suddenly i feel old lolx

was kinda lookin 4ward to sat cause i dun haf anythin on, so tot i could slack or relax or hang out with frens, but as it turns out, i haf to go show sisterly support to my sis stage production which she's stage mangering for e 1st time...dun mind goin to watch lar but i'm goin with my godsis which i barely speak to coz i haf absolutely no clue wat to tok to her bout... see e dilema i'm in, if i dun go my sis will be upset with me, but if i go i'll be puttin myself thru misery coz i haf nothin to say to my godsis n watchin a play with someone u can't tok to is like hell to me!!!

emotionally i haven't been e most stable person inside...on e outside i look normal i tink, or @ least i hope so...but i tink i'm quite a wreak inside...i wish i had e time to go to beach like i used to, jus stone on e breakwater...i jus need to clear my mind...

posted by alison @ 7:00 AM