catherine ann porter once said,
"there seems to be a kind of order in the universe, in the movement of the stars and the turning of the earth, in the changing of the seasons. but human life is almost pure chaos, everyone takes his own stance, asserts his own rights and feelings, mistaking the motives of others...and his own."
take me there
Rascal Flatts - Take Me There lyrics
There’s a place in your heart, nobody's been,
Take me there.
Things nobody knows,
Not even your friends,
Take me there.
Tell me bout your momma, your daddy, your hometown,
Show me around,
I want see it all, don't leave anything out.
I want to know, everything about you THEN.
And I want to go, down every road you've been.
Where your hopes and dreams, and wishes live,
Where you keep the rest of your life hid,
I want to know the girl behind that pretty stare,
Take me there.
Your first real kiss, your first true love,
You were scared.
Show me where,
You learned about life, spent your summer nights, without a care.
I want to roll down main street, the back roads,
Like you did when you were a kid,
What made you who you are,
Tell me what your story is.
I want to know, everything about you THEN.
And I want to go, down every road you've been.
Where your hopes and dreams, and wishes live,
Where you keep the rest of your life hid,
I want to know the girl behind that pretty stare
Take me there.
Yeah,
I want to know, everything about you,
Yeah, everything about you baby.
I want to go, down every road you've been.
Where your hopes and dreams and wishes live,
Where you keep the rest of your life hid,
I want to know the girl behind that pretty stare.
Take me, take me, take me there,
Oh.
Take me there, yeah
Take me, baby, take me
Take me there.
yup thats wat i wan...
we seem to be playin an endless game of cat & mouse
but though i'm tired
i'm utterly addicted to the butterflies i get just being near you
jus a look or a few words, keep me hangin on
my frens tink i'm gng way overboard
but seriously if i cld, i wld haf stopped myself
patience is the key
i try but i can't seem to get myself to think of anything but you
again and again
sheesh really strugglin with my studies in uni rite now, mayb this is payback for all the peeps who told me i shoulda gone to nus and do literature or something
going for soccer training is almost like my only solace rite now, its such a blast to play haha except when i commit a horrendous screw-up of course, den i jus wanna bawl like a baby
i dun wanna keep goin thru tis but i keep falling for you
i try so hard not to notice how different you treat me in comparison to others
i try to tink of a thousand excuses to show that i'm jus a normal person in ur eyes
but all the reality checks i force myself to swallow
jus can't take you off my mind
wat happens if you wan me to?
i'll dive in and drown, i'm so afraid i'll drown
but lookin down for the cliff, suddenly the bottom doesn't seem so far down
i've locked myself in a glass dome
my frens can see me, tok to me but they can't reali feel me
den in an instance rain starts pouring down on me
and i, strangely enough, finally feel the warmth
hall
sure i like someone in hall
but it is most definitely not u!
*OUT*
alison
woohoo
i dunno where to begin
been lost in the fog since i before i realised
words of poison have come to bite me back
none of this i realised when i chased you into the corner
none of this i realised when i saw the look of fear and disgust on your face
how easy it is to reflect
to look on hindsight and see that it was there all along
the reasons and answers on why i was different
genetically physically mentally attitude wise
now that i've come full circle
and hurt the people who give a shit about me
i want the strength
damm not the strength to face up to it
but the strength to run away
running away is never the solution
so people say
but sometimes when you box yourself up
it dawns that you've already ran away
lets imagine this never happened
none of this super hero or villian thing
there's just you and me
memory
gosh i wish dere was a hospital like e one in e flick "eternal sunshine of the spotless mind" so tat i cld erase e painful memories haha guess tats y deres eternal sunshine in the spotless mind eh
baby sidney is home! haha neva mentioned him in my blog b4, he's my neighbour's son who jus came bk from new york coz he's mum was workin dere, god he's adorable! haha babies makes me happy and r kinda like intoxicatin drugs, givin u tat period of free child-like fun!
i wanna go to new york.
