:::Dreams Of Clarity:::

shoo fly shoo

its 11.20pm n i am pleased to announce tat i will finally be gng bk to slp in my rm!! haha ok ok coz like for a few wks deres been like tons of mosquitos campin out in my rm suckin my blood dry, so can't take it anymore, called e pest control pple to SPRAY ALOT OF INSECTICIDE TO KILL DEM ALL MUAHAHAHAHAHAH lolx sadist me, but hey deres onli so much sympathy a person can haf for another livin thing especially if it is literally suckin e life out of u!! but coz alot of insecticide equals to stinky-rm-to-e-pt-tat-u-can't-breathe-when-in-it i haf been parkin myself on e couch, not bad leh, didn't suffer frm bk pains or lack of slp even though my couch has such a small width tat u can't turn without fallin of haha...oh n unknown to me, e adults in e house bought me n my sis a double-decked bed...tink i'm gonna feel abit weird coz i've onli eva slept on e upper deck of a bed once, n tat was durin obs n i could barely slp a wink lar...i still rmb myself lyin on e bed lookin at e tiles of e roof thru e window, ay but tinkin bk i tink it may haf been coz e mosquitos were buzzin in my ear e whole time tat time hahaha oh see see how e mosquitos haf been botherin me all my life...considerin e fact tat i onli took action now, i tink i'm quite sympathetic alreadi k...

i can be promoted! yay! kinda suprised at my results n even foo lao shi say i made alot of improvement, but den again when u haf ct results like C O O e onli way u can possibly go is up i suppose...chi a'level is nxt, but chi has neva reali been my subj, i jus wan a B coz i tink tats e most i can possibly achieve for chi...oh n i must say I MISS E BADMINTON GURLS!! esp shuling (pro nerd/mugger, 4eva readin earli in e mornin), goat ( goat n sunbear rox!), mich lee (lets order bee hoon for real e nxt time we haf zi cha!), handsome (i miss takin bus with u!!), jingfang (though i see u ALL e time lolx)

You know you better than anyone else

well, somethin happened tonite, it puts everythin @ risk...i dunno wat e future holds, i jus feel like givin up sometimes, but yet i neva haf...i'm confused, tink i'm fucked up too...i dunno if i can hold on, coz i dunno if things will eva be e same after tis...aiyo...nvm...


Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing?
And take control,

*OUT*
aLiSoN

posted by alison @ 8:18 AM