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fear

wooohoooo promos over man! out e window! dun ask me how i'll fair coz my response will be e usual one...but i do noe one thing, when i was showerin tonite, i suddenly became veri scared, a total uncontrollable fear concernin e issue above came over me n i haf no idea y, figuratively i felt vulnerable standin dere naked in e shower, i dun wanna face wats comin...den i snapped, nope e fear aint gonna control me...yes my heart will beat like its on cocaine e moment b4 i get my results, but hey if shit happens den it happens man...tinkin bout it now ain't gonna flush e shit down e toilet bowl, its onli bringin e shit closer to my face...ermm excuse me for e weird analogy BUT i've been kinda havin a bit of constipation these few daes =P

marathon badminton todae for 3hrs, bad idea, we so DO NOT haf e stamina to play badminton continuously for 3hrs, by e 1 1/2 hr mark, we were all dyin lolx...but seriously it felt reali gd to play badminton again, my solace from e world, ermm tink i didn't de-prove (hmm is tat how u spell it?) as bad as i tot i wld...e plan was to go to carl's jr to visit cherr who's workin dere later, but coz suprise mah, so when we got to orchard in our stinky jerseys n flip flops (memories of a previous xperience man! =P) we find out she's jus knocked off lar, lolx but nvm we made her come all e way bk! haha short legs in baggy red n black uni!! look even shorter! haha god i'm evil!! den she lead us thru marina car park, i swear i neva walk thru car park for sooo long b4 lar, haha like neva endin, but i must say its much shorter way k, go dere eat e gigantic burgers (we neva ate anythin for e rest of e day) n amazin tastin onion rings, gossip bout cherr's guys =P den haf trouble splittin e bill n den like typical singaporeans, decide wat to do to save money e nxt time we come here...oh but E ONION RINGS REALI ROCK!! walked round marina n suntec with charis, leeling, zhengyi n xtina but didn't reali see anythin tat caught my eye, wan new bag, wan new pencilcase but NEED new shoes...yup shoes e priority rite now...


Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh

time crisised with xtina after e others left, haha tink they all tink we damm childish peeps who still can't breakaway from arcade, but e truth is, to me lar, i enjoy playin e game, e adrenaline it gives me, gives me somethin to focus on besides my fallin apart life n somethin to truely vent frustration on...oh did i mention i enjoy playin e game lolx...oh suntec got royce chocolate!! oh man i super luv tat brand of chocs but can't seem to find e one i reali like plus dun even rmb wats it called le shoot man...bused to katong to play fotohunt, NEW CHAMPIONS lolx...we beat e jolinangel woman/man/others whoeva, yay! ahahaha must go dere n play more often coz i dun wan pple to take our title!! walked to parkway to play pool, oh man i suck so i'm jus gonna fast forward lolx...sat on e benches in e park near pp...emotions runnin high...tamed in e end...

We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we know

HUNGRY!!! I CRAVE FOR MAGGI MEE!! BUT I BRUSH MY TEETH LE N I REFUSE TO EAT ANYTHIN AFTER DOIN SOOO!! (i can jus picture a certain someone gng "anal"!)

*OUT*
aLiSoN

posted by alison @ 8:48 AM