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i'm feelin reali demoralised...dunno y but i dun tink i'll eva b as gd in badminton as i wan to be...my progress is slow...everytime i tink i've improved, i play against someone n i perform badly!...i reali luv e sport but sometimes i wonder if its coz i reali lack e talent in it...in e prefectorial board last time, i could handle any difficult situation thrown at me...n i believed i've handle a fair few, but in tis team, whether sport wise or relationship wise, they're all presentin new challenges...haha...i haf such a stiff arm lah...dun haf e spring tat is required in badminton players...sometimes i tink i go for badminton jus to hang with e gurls...i dunno...if i quit e team wat will i join? its too late for me to join anythin...n i dun tink i'll be able to take e fact tat i'm no longer gonna be part of e team easily lyin down...i'll prolly feel damm sad whenever i see e gurls noein i was once part of em...
i'm fightin now...i'm fightin not to give up becoz of u...i dun wanna let myself be pushed down by tis...but when everythin ard me, whenever i go for e one thing tat makes me happy n relaxed, seems to revolve ard u...it's reali killin me slowly...n i can't tell anyone...can't share wat how i feel with anyone who can reali help me...n as long as i dun resolve our issue i tink it'll effect my relationship with e others...help me!
*OUT*
aLiSoN
posted by alison @ 8:29 AM
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