:::Dreams Of Clarity:::

tat's it...enough is enough

And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me

i've straightened out my tots...after speakin to a few of my gd frens...i've decided...i won't let u affect me tis way...not anymore...it'll onli coz me uneeded harm...i remember some time ago when we were smsin...i can't remember how we came to tis topic...but i remember askin u if i was a worthy fren to u n u said "worth it"...now i'm throwin down e challenge to u...prove to me tat ur a worthy fren...so den when u ask me whether ur a worthy fren, i can give u e response u gave me...lets stop tis game...if tis is even a game in e first place...i'm sick n tired...n i need u to give me a straight up response...continue treatin me e way u do if u reali do not value tis frenship between us...den i'll noe n though i'll be sad n embarrassed tat i wasted all tis time, at least i'll move on...

quote from jolene: "if she's a true fren, u'll noe it in ur heart...if she's not den y bother?" jol is soooo rite...damm i miss her lolx

when i look into ur eyes...its conflictin emotions i get...unless i'm jus being super thick-skinned...man i'm so tired...

What have I done
You seem to move on easy

tinkin bout it...i guess e fault isn't entirely urs...i should haf given u more attention n reaction...but i didn't...hehz...mayb u jus decided to move on?

My weakness caused you pain

i feel soooo much better after tis post...feel like i've poured out everythin...e shuttlecork is in ur court now...either serve it bk to me...or walk outta e court...i noe u'll read tis post eventually...but i won't stick around 4eva

*OUT*
aLiSoN

posted by alison @ 7:15 AM