:::Dreams Of Clarity:::

clean up

my blog has been a dump for ages, apologies to everyone who has swung by and had to have their eyes stung by the mess haha

well i'm bk now, hopefully i'll have to heart to keep updating, dun get me wrong, i'm not lazy or anythin, its jus tat i feel so many emotions and things keep being swung my way that i just can't keep up, alrite i can hear everyone sayin pitiful excuse yada yada yada

life can be so simple sometimes, but human emotions complicates things

i dun wanna let you down but what if i can't keep tis up anymore, i reali dun wanna hurt you, i care for u and wan u 2 b strong and keep going, but dere may come a point where you'll need to do it without me.

i am seriously comtemplating to disappear and find my fire again

i meet some many wonderful people in my life, they inspire me and but yet at the same time depress me because of my inability to be brave or as clear as they are on achievin what they want

mayb i shld jus follow in her footsteps, plan everythin to a T, den notify and pack up, zoom she's off haha but i tink by the time i can actually do tat i'll prolly be alot older den i'd like

posted by alison @ 10:53 PM