tink
y r human beings so ungrateful? hmm mayb not e qn shld be y do human beings let their feelings and emotions control them...4 everythin gd or bad tat i haf done i no i will get wats comin, so is tis it? is tis my punishment? wat a way man, to punish me usin e onli hope i haf left for tis life...i've stood by u thru everythin n u dun reali even think of tat, i'm sittin here in tears typin this becoz i noe slowly i'm losin u, u haf so many things in ur life so i try to take e bkseat, sometimes u make me feel so worthless, even though everythin i do i keep u in mind i wonder if u do tat for me...the person is jus a novelty u say, jus someone who as long as u dun see things will be fine...do u even realise how wrong tat sentence sounds? u noe how much my heart broke when u told me e truth @ e bustop e first time we toked bout it, u prolly will neva noe how i feel or mayb u tink i'm crazy tats fine
oh god e person is a fren n becoz of u i dun noe how to face the person anymore, invite the person along if u wan to, i noe u wan to...i can't help but haf evil tots no i'm not going to kill anyone but u noe wat i'm tokin bout...at tis crucial period of my life i dun reali noe how to get up from tis blow u haf jus dealt me i dun reali noe how to react anymore dun ask me y i reali dun noe...even rite now i'm sitting here wonderin if ur tinkin of me or r u too preoccupied doin somethin else noeing full well i'm breakin apart...hmm but den again i dun tink u can help me coz i dun wanna deny u ur emotions and e way u feel...u said actions speak louder than words...u said we'll see...
pls...dun let anyone take u away from me...u keep tellin me u dun wanna leave n u neva had e intention to, den i'm losin u without u even leavin me...
LORD GIVE ME STRENGTH GIVE ME TRUST AND FAITH for my partner has requested tat of me yet i somehow can't muster it up...i jus dun wanna feel this way anymore
*OUT*
aLiSoN
posted by alison @ 11:48 PM
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