y am i feeling like tis??
feeling confused n depressed...wanna cry but i noe i'll feel stupid after doing so...i feel tat i haf soooo many regrets in my young life...i noe tat sometimes certain types of pple jus can't bond with other types of pple...but was tat a gd enough reason? i noe i tried...but i guess i jus can't be someone i'm not...n though i may feel a bond with them i noe tat they'll most likely not feel e same way...i'm kinda tired of tryin so hard...guess i jus haf to accept tis way of life...i keep tinkin bout turning back time...dun tink it'll make a big difference, i'm not sure if i'm gonna keep trying...not sure if anyone cares...start of lectures todae...pretty simple stuff...i can't keep out e fear in my heart though...i jus noe tat pretty soon i'll start to struggle coz i dun haf e intelligence...
okie...i'm reali cryin now...jus feel so down, depressed, can literally feel e pain in my heart...i feel like i'm in e mist n i can't see wat's around me...i feel sooo lost...help me Lord, pls...
*OUT*
aLiSoN
posted by alison @ 3:04 AM
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