:::Dreams Of Clarity:::

all over again

had my class bbq yesterday...it was fun, but i was jus reali happy tat i got to see all my classmates one last time b4 we part n enter e world or tertiary education...as i was leavin e chalet, i remember turning round n waving to e guys who were stayin over...i felt so sad...haiz...i noe things will neva be e same again...it makes me sick in e stomach knowing tat i neva made known my true feelings for some of my frens...guess i jus couldn't stand being sappy n telling em how much i'll reali miss them...or thank them for makin me feel so much a part of their click even though i was different...THANK YOU GUYS!! U MADE SEC SCH EDUCATION E BEST PART OF MY LIFE SO FAR!!

movin on...i haf to report to tpjc on mon...n its orientation all over again, from holding n organising orientations, i'm now goin thru it...n in all honesty i hate it...i hate hafin to introduce myself to pple who most likely would haf made an unfair judgement bout me by tat time...i hate playin ice-breaker games like wacko where we haf to remeber peeps names in 5mins...haiz...dun even noe if i wan to turn up...life's reali fucked up rite now...

*OUT*
aLiSoN

posted by alison @ 9:02 PM